I had recently just got engaged! I am ecstatic about finally finding the one who is right for me and loves me for who i am. My first marriage was with my captor, Thomas Hose. I did not know that it was so wrong to marry a man triple my age. He had told me he loved me like he never loved anyone else, and since i already lived with him it would only make sense to marry him. Well it wasn't a wedding with a church reception or a judge marring us, like i dreamed of, it was just us two just saying yes we are married. My new husband i met a couple years after i was rescued is my rock; he loves me and sees me as a woman who has re cooperated from a travesty not as a living miracle. He makes me feel safe and that is the best, to have someone you know and love taking care of you whenever and wherever you need them.